you captured my devotion

Selamat Hari Raya

2011-09-08T20:24:00.001+08:00

Oh before I forget, Selamat Hari Raya to all our muslims out there! I apologise if I lost my phone a little too many times previous months, will contact you guys soon. Maybe this might be pree late but I'm sorry for all my wrongdoings okay, love you all. xx

2011-09-08T19:30:00.000+08:00

Standing still, knowing what's best for me.

Sigh, sorry for abandoning this blog for almost 4months? Have been real busy with school that I don't even have time to blog about anything, really. But oh well, life's been good, just pretty rocky at times. Been coping well with everything but when there's any meltdown or things that happen, my girls will always be there. So there's not much. Been spending time with my usual 2 girls and our after school activites, haha yes, we always have plans after school. So ya. Okay, so I don't know what to blog about, already really. Maybe I'll update tomorrow or the day after tomorrow for anyting interesting? Promise I won't abandon this blog anymore!

Anyway thanks you all if you guys are still reading my blog, thanks a mill xx

T-party

2011-05-15T16:47:00.004+08:00

T-party in school on Friday the 13th. We were somewhat overdressed, but who cares? We had a blast. Hehe. More pictures up soon.

mucker

2011-05-12T21:47:00.000+08:00

People say, it's better when you don't have problems you don't socialize too much and all. Prioritize what's more important. So I decided to prioritize school too much that I don't even have enough rest and being not sociable like before, not having a crush/eyecandy on anyone. Well, that's fucked up. And I feel very ugly nowadays. I don't know why. Maybe I'm just weak and restless I'm paranoid about everything.

#1

2011-05-09T22:40:00.002+08:00

When all else fails. Give up. But, no oh no you don't. You try, try harder.

2011-05-09T02:00:00.003+08:00

Spent my Saturday with this two girls looking for postcards around town for school but to no avail. Had dinner at Wanna B' Cafe, the food's fine but it's a bit pricey sigh. But it's all good tho. Hehe. Spent my Sunday with Fahim still looking for postcards but before that had lunch with my family to have an early Mother's Day lunch and then met Fahim at Thisis Alley hang around there and we're off for the postcard hunt! Got it and then went to banks to meet the two girls again. And then home. And blablablablabla I don't know what to blog about. I'm off!

Goodnight xx

school.

2011-05-09T01:49:00.002+08:00

Okay sigh, sorry for abandoning this pretty blog of mine. I've been too busy with school I decided to even private my blog cause I know I've got no time to even update about anything. So here's the thing about school, I have 2 projects to be done and an exam coming up on the 6th and I haven't even got myself my coursebook! And there's like what? 31 chapters? Seriously. I'm going to brainstorm everything when I get my coursebook sometime next week.

And then there's my CA. He's been really a pain in the ass these few weeks, but well who cares my classmates are the best people ever! Well except for some. Haha. Well, as for Luis's class. He's been all good with us girls and I really appreciate whatever he's doing for us. I've always felt satisfied right after I step out of his class almost every single time. Ah the feeling of gaining some knowledge and knowing that you didn't waste any of it is really really satisfying.

Well, I'm done talking about school here! Haha and here's to the person who asked me to unprivate my blog! haha ♥

sheep

2011-02-10T23:08:00.003+08:00

hi, i am really sorry for not updating my blog for a very very very long time. Been really busy with school and stuffs. But all I know is that, I'm living the life that I want now. Yes, I am. And I'm not kidding. And................................I don't know what to blog about now.

Goodnight, x.

2010/2011

2011-01-01T17:48:00.003+08:00

It's the very first day of 2011 and I'm not really enjoying it though cause it feels like any other day, it's just that the world turned a year older, that's all? Ya, I guess so. So here it goes. I'm starting school on the 10th and well I'm quite prepared for it, but I hate being a freshman in a new school cause the school will for sure be alien to me and I sure will be too. But uh, who cares. Hahaha. Whatever, catched the fireworks last night with my boys and then went to istana park to sit. We had a heart to heart talk! They love me, aw! :') Well that sure made my first day of 2011! Everything they never know about me, well I told them, they even said they don't want to lose me. That's how much they appreciate me okay and I love each one of them equally! ♥ Okay so I'm going to miss ALL my girls, I repeat ALL. Cause none of them is in the same school as me, and I'm kinda sad you know, furthermore my school's at Tampines, sheesh. Don't forget me okay girls? Love you all to bits. ♥

Here's to you bestfriend. Sorry for the late post, I mean belated birthday post.

I love you and make sure you love me too. I will for sure miss you this year when you're going to be busy with school and whereas I'm going to be schooling further away from you. No worries, I will meet you when I have the time okay. Study hard for your O's, do your best, I know you can do it. Believe in yourself. You'll have no one to disturb you in class for you to concentrate or even to change places anymore, cause I know I'm annoying. AHAHAHAHA Don't worry too much okay! Whatever people say about us, let them be. All I know, I'm sincere about this friendship and everything that we're going through, no matter whatever we've gone through. It's all in 2010. Let go, let's start 2011 anew. Also, happy 16th. You're all grown up now, turning 17 this year. Love you to bits girl.

xx, vanova your hashtagfriend/bestfriend/annoyingfriend/bestgirl (HAHAHAHAHAHA,kbye)

2010 - 2011

2010-12-25T04:39:00.003+08:00

2011's around the corner and I'm not excited about it at all cause it's just another New Year with big expectations coming upon my face and that, I have to face it and prove to people I can do whatever it takes for me to succeed. Maybe,that's my resolution but heck. Action speaks louder than words, I guess I'll just see where this new school will lead me to. With that, I need to discipline myself more, that's all! And it's still the same thing I have to do whenever it comes to education. Whatever it is, I'm going to party! Hehe and oh second thing, I don't want to be THAT serious in love anymore cause it's a waste of time cause when I am, the other party isn't! So, try harder! x.x

Okay last, you people better don't annoy me like how you people annoy me in 2010! It's fucking annoying I can't even tolerate it, I can just diss all of you guys anytime, on my watch.

I think I should go to sleep now, just look at the time already! x

And to you guys, thanks for the lovely Wednesday! Love you guys to bits! ♥ xx

*missing in picture (Dannie, Melda)

Just a Dream

2010-12-25T03:47:00.002+08:00

"I was thinking about you, thinking about me, thinking about us, what we're gonna be, open my eyes it was only just a dream."

This song gives me goosebumps cause it's way better than the original version plus this is just too awesome it almost brought me to tears.

not cool, bro.

2010-12-19T21:50:00.003+08:00

Yes, I know I'm always pissed or angry. I just hate it when people ask me why when I'm pissed, cause you'll add on to it. People who really annoys me always get on my nerves, people who talks about something that has got nothing to do with me too. People who always bug me when they know I don't even want to talk them. Ya, you can call me the ignorant type. But I'm not saying it's that hard to please me! And I don't need people to please me, even. If you don't want to. People who don't know me, hate me, cause all they do is judge me. While people who knows me so well, loves me being around them. Now, have you ever wondered why? No? Because you're all thinking with your ass and not your brains. Maybe your brain's smaller than my fist? Or maybe it's just nature, oh well fuck it.

I just think I need some time alone........you know?

or maybe some anger management class, none that I know of?

but who the fuck cares.

All I know is that, boys who aren't matured yet no matter how old they are, annoys me like fuck.

xx.

Sweet 16

2010-12-19T19:40:00.003+08:00

More photos on my fb! On Nadya's Sweet 16!

2010-11-25T22:59:00.000+08:00

fucking life.

2010-11-19T21:51:00.002+08:00

You know what, sometimes I'm just too tired with life, I just feel like closing my eyes, put on my earpiece full blast and just go to my own world. My own goddamn world. There's too much things going through my mind. I don't even know where to start. Well some say, life's too dull when you have no problems to face. How are you going to experience the ups and downs of life if you don't face all of this things, yes?

Oh well, fuck it. I'm moving on with life. I don't give a shitload about anything anymore cause it's going nowhere.

2010-11-14T23:40:00.001+08:00

you're really killing me inside out, left me speechless too.

Saturday

2010-11-14T19:32:00.006+08:00

Hi, this is my newborn nephew Adam Aqeel. He's such a cutie. I've yet to meet him again in a few days.

Okay, my new pictures are still with bestf. I don't know when the hell she's going to upload it. Maybe when SG has snow? Maybe. But anyways, we didn't have any camera with us yesterday but we had a great day yesterday. Met Rym after so long, catch things up, he's still the old same guy the last time I met him, only skinnier and cuter, oh just take a look at his bestfriend. Haha after done talking with him went off to City Hall to take my things and off to Paradis(?) for some pool session with Afiq, Kaii, Zai, Arep and their friends and home while Iqa stayed longer there. Long day but worth it, not to mention not having any moolahs with us the whole freaking day though. But some people just saved our day. Thanks, love you guys ♥

And oh, sorry for the lack of updates! Been really busy with work and catching up with my friends that I had no time to squeeze in to blog a little. And atlast, on a wet and cold Sunday, I've got the time to do so. I'm done here. Shall update again soon ok.

xo.

2010-11-14T19:20:00.002+08:00

Erin, you're going to need to make this really straight, no hesitating nothing. Just talk and let out whatever you want to say. Remember, no hesitating.

Love, me.

Happy 16th Erin Vanova.

2010-11-03T12:58:00.003+08:00

Today's my 16th birthday. Yes I'm 16. No I'm not 18 or 19. Thanks for all the wishes through facebook which I lost count halfway through cause I wass to tired to continue counting, the morning text messages and also the midnight messages. Through twitter, fb chats and so on! Really Appreciate it. Now all I want to look forward now is to meet Iz and give him a lot of hugs and kisses and then meeting bestfriend later at night. Well some people asked me to come online at a particular time and go various places. Thanks okay! I'll try my best! Love you guys to bits! Also the calls and video calls! Idk how to react! Hahahah thanks again guys! ♥ Shall update again tomorrow. Cause tomorrow's my mum's birthday!

I'm flyer than the invitation like I'm the information

2010-10-19T18:02:00.006+08:00

Okay I'm like really blank here, I don't know what to blog about. Maybe I could start with me not getting to work. My mum broke the news to me yesterday when she said her workplace don't accept people who haven't turn 16. Okay I know, but I'm turning 16 next month. Is it that necessary? Now my mum asked me not to work and just sit at home or go out or take care of my bro's son. I think I'll get paid. So I'm cool with it, I love kids anyway. Hehe

So this pictures are from Saturday's Da' Rap Shocase......

There's more on my facebook. Saturday was a blast. Long bus ride with Iz and then I get to meet my two favourite girls, Nadya and Yus after so damn long. Hugged damn so tightly until they were like out of breath. Yeah, I'm that bad. But who cares? I missed them. Fatini came too, pretty girl! I didn't know Hadi was going to perform till he came and said "tadi aku first time buat soundcheck aku bebual merepek" HAHAHAHAHAHAH. Then I believed. Okay halfway through the show, the girls wanted to go off cause they were too hungry and they had other plans so I'm left with Iz. Then he had to perform and I was all alone enjoying to all of xs's songs. If not I would have gone crazy cause I love all of their tracks! Bought the Orientation cd too but I left it with Iz, well that's sad. But it's cool, I'm getting it tomorrow and meeting Iz♥ too! That's all for Saturday, you don't expect me to write every single detail here right? :p

So much for my "I don't know what to blog about". Quite a post though, and another thing. My second brother came home from Thailand yesterday, I'm so happy having him back home! But he's going back next Friday, well that's the sad part but still I'm going to spend my time with him! But he's not at home now. What the hell. Haha, nevermind we still have next week! Mind my hectic week though this week.

I shall go now, will update soon.

Goodbye xx

honeybee yum yum 111010 &hearts

2010-10-12T01:27:00.003+08:00

this was the only goddamn time where I can see the freaking colour on my hair! It was at the goddamn salon! All the lightings, ahhh! Hair,y u no want take in the chemicals! >:(

Had a pleasant day today with bestfriend. Picked her up outside school, and went to her place to get ready and well I dyed my hair twice, and still the colour didn't come out. So my girls was all like, "bleach your hair go!" and I was like, "Nah nah-uh no way, I love my hair way too much, no more chemicals" Haha, I don't want to spoil my hair. Please don't psycho me to bleach my hair. Thanks alot. I'll stay with this, same hair as my boyfriend(HAH!). I have a boyfriend. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH okay I should stop. Maybe I'll upload all the pictures on fb later, okay? Or maybe not. Hehe

Maybe I'd post something about school today. Wait, school. I kind of miss school cause I've been doing the same old thing at home everyday. And I'm already getting bored of it, maybe start working around next week. Yes, atleast some time to waste and earn some bucks. Something, right? Okay, I think I'm done here. Shall update again soon.

Chalos xx

too tumblr.

2010-10-09T18:15:00.003+08:00

you're a liar, a cheater and an asshole but I love you. And I don't know why.

You can never really get over someone because after you fall in love with them, they will always be a part of you, the best part.

— Chae Richardson

Graduation Day

2010-10-09T17:34:00.003+08:00

More pictures soon. I'm done with my freaking N's. Now all I want to do is work and party. Yeah that's it. Now just wait for all the other pictures to be up on facebook. I guess bestfriend will be sleeping over my place on Monday. Hehe can't wait. And I wasted another Saturday. Sad, very sad. Now I'm done updating. Hope you guys enjoy the photos. I know I look like ..... whatever. I go to school to study not for a fashion show. Harharhar. Bye! ♥

2010-10-06T18:56:00.002+08:00

It's not that I'm afraid of dying, it's that I'm afraid of time. You know, not having enough of it.

— Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants

catch-up

2010-10-06T15:15:00.003+08:00

Amazing, very much. I've been indulging myself with fashion blogs since just now, well mostly on Tumblr, and I see I've missed out on a lot of things, and I have to go on a massive shopping spree, pronto! Now let me get back to whatever I'm doing, maybe I'll start revising for my last two papers tomorrow, on a later note. Or I may even update my blog again.

2010-10-02T20:39:00.001+08:00

You know what's really scary? Being lost.

Franklins

2010-09-28T23:22:00.003+08:00

Hi, I've got the strong urge to blog. And well I really didn't know what to blog about until I saw this pictures. Well I'm a bitch for not buying the class photo but just using my camera phone to keep it. Hehe, well whatever, all I want to say is I'm going to miss this class no matter how much I hate some of them and no matter how annoying they are. Well, actually I don't really hate any of them? I just get annoyed and irritated by them. Yes, it's normal to have monkeys in the class right? Haha so I know most of them can make it to sec 5. Be happy if you see me in class next year okay? Thanks for everything you guys! ♥♥

Also, urrr shit I forgot what I want to say. Oh ya, I'll post longer for you guys after we're done with everything okay! And take damn good care of yourselves. & I know we guys won't meet at prom cause none of us is going, except for Miza. -_-'' Till then, a reunion I guess? Okay now I think I'm really done here!

I'm going to miss all of you guys, fo real.

love, erin.

2010-09-27T02:40:00.005+08:00

Moving on is simple, it's what we leave behind that's hard.

the bezt

2010-09-27T02:20:00.002+08:00

My birthday's on the 3rd November. So you guys still have time to save some moolahs hehehe #hinthint
Okay hi, that's a picture of me, Iqa and Faiz from our Graduation Day last Friday. Well actually, there's more but it's all in Iqa's camera and she has yet to transfer the pictures into my laptop. So it's like 2.30am now and I'm not asleep yet. I can't seem to put myself to bed. Okay now I guess that's it for me to blog about? Yes, goodnight guys.

Selamat Hari Raya! ♥

2010-09-20T00:48:00.003+08:00

Enjoy! ♥ ♥ ♥

nothing better than this

2010-09-20T00:13:00.003+08:00

Coughing real bad, flu's getting worser. I can't put myself to bed. Been sleeping real late. School? All the way time practices. What nonsense, why are we even in school. Like Iqa said, "With this timetable, I think I go to school just to meet my friends." Well yeah, No teaching, nothing. Really a waste of our time. Might as well study at home and do our own self revision rather than wasting our money to school. Ugh, sickening.

Shall update on another post for the pictures after I've update this.

xx, vanova ♥

exxxxxxx

2010-09-15T23:21:00.002+08:00

Hi, sorry for the lack of updates. Have been real busy with school. Okay, honestly. Not really. Well school is school, as per normal. Hari Raya doesn't seem like it to me. I don't know. But I'm meeting my boys this Friday to collect some $$$. Hehe. Speaking of $$$, all my raya money's finished due to excessive shopping few days back with Rawandi and Dani. Going to fill my wardrobe again and sell or throw away unwanted things. Yep. So whatever it is, I don't really know what to blog about, cause there's nothing interesting to blog about.

Oh hold on, there's one! N levels is like around the corner and I'm really excited about it! Well, I'm excited after it ends. And school's ending like next week. That'll add on to the excitement. Also, I'm going to shop again next week. Oh I'm really loving this. Okay, I'm really sorry that my blog's full of webcam pictures. I need to go out soon and take more pictures, I mean I did but it's all with my friends. So I hope you guys understand, maybe after N's I'll have a lot more! I'll promise too to update more often or once in awhile.

So whatever it is. I'm done here.

Takecare guys, and Selamat Hari Raya! ♥

xx vanova

(Y)

2010-09-10T16:56:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya everybody! Have a good one guys! ♥

2010-09-01T16:33:00.001+08:00

LOST.

I thought you were my world

2010-08-28T18:16:00.003+08:00

You know, sitting at home for two Saturdays is really painful. Well somehow it is? Today, trying to be a good daughter, I cancelled all my plans and planned to stay at home and take care of her. After trying to be a good girl and buy some food, my dad came home. And well, my mum's all set to go to work. How nice. Now I'm stuck at home. Maybe I'll meet my girls later at JP to watch Step Up 3? I know, it's pree late. But who cares, a little time spent with my girls would be nice.

So yeap, there's nothing much to blog about today. But Ijust had to blog, I don't know. The sudden feeling wanting to let everything out but none of it is even working. Well you know, my N level is like in a few days time. Yeah seriously. I need to buck up, and stop being a stuck up and stubborn headed girl. Tsk.

Well yeah whatever, bye guys.

breathe hope in me

2010-08-24T01:57:00.002+08:00

Hi, okay before you guys wonder any further(lol, who even reads my blog?), that's um Syazwan. And that picture was taken like 3 weeks ago, so it's kinda old. So yeap, whatever it is. I have school tomorrow, I can't seem to put myself to bed despite the cold weather tonight. I don't know, but I guess something's bothering my mind. I've not been fasting for the past week, well easy to say since the 2nd day, cause I had my bloody week and wanting to continue fasting after that bloody week, I had fever, and I'm still coughing, and I still can't fast tomorrow till I get better.

Can I not blog about school? Cause it's always the old same damn thing and well what's new. N level is in like 2 weeks time and I've yet to start on my Social Studies revision. Prelims? I don't even want to talk about it. Seriously. I just want to get over and done with this. Then start all over again when I'm in Sec 5. Hopefully, I'll get to go through Sec 5.

So I guess I should go off now. I'll force myself to sleep.

And I think Syazwan will kill me if he sees this, cause he asked me to edit the picture, cause he's eyebag is a killer. HAHA :P

goodnight/morning

xx, vanova.

2010-08-19T15:49:00.000+08:00

There’s always that one person, no matter how long it’s been, or how badly they’ve treated you, if they say “I love you”, you will say it back.

“Time will bring the real end of our trial
One day there’ll be no remnants, no trace, no residual feelings within you
One day you won’t remember me
Your face will be the reason I smile
But I will not see what I can not have forever
I’ll always love you
I hope you feel the same”

—	- Pretty Wings

2010-08-17T17:39:00.003+08:00

“So maybe forever ended a lot sooner than I thought it would and maybe we didn’t leave off on the right note, and maybe we’re not going to have another chance to get it right, but I just want you to know that the times we had meant the world to me, and even though they’re over now, I would never trade them for anything.”

KARTELLO HELLO!

2010-08-15T21:21:00.002+08:00

KARTEL WAS THE SHIT YESTERDAY! NOT FORGETTING SAYKOJI TOO! I'M STILL STARSTRUCKED! I HAVEN'T EVEN STUDY FOR MY SS TOMORROW! AHHHHHHHHHH BYE! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA SHIT I NEED TO BRAG TO SOMEONE ABOUT YESTERDAY. BRAGGING TO FAHEEM IS NOT ENOUGH I NEED TO BRAG MORE. I LOVE KARTEL!

CHAO BABIES! ♥

because imy

2010-08-12T12:02:00.002+08:00

I'm not looking to fall in love. I'm not even necessarily looking for a boyfriend right now. All I really want is to find a nice, good guy I can text late at night, joke around with and be stupid with. Someone who likes the same music as me, someone I can easily talk to, someone I can be my total self around and not mind at all. A guy I can waste Friday nights with, laugh with and have fun with. Someone who's not perfect, but understands me, you know? Is that really too much to ask for? :/

love, vanova.

devoted

2010-08-02T18:46:00.003+08:00

Hello readers. Sorry for the lack of updates but yeah. Have been real busy with school and some other stuffs. Well, I don't know what to post about. Only that I skipped school today, well heh I've moved, what you expect? It was a long day yesterday you know. Hehe. But my weekends was great with &hearts on Friday and Iqa on Saturday :) And the whole of Sunday unpacking stuffs at home. Mhmm now i'm hungry. I want food >:[

Well anyway, prelims is just like a few weeks away and I think I'm kind of ready for it. And my maths teacher told me that the Math paper is going to be 5 times harder than the N's paper. Now that's tough. Sheesh, I should really practice more on Math! Rather than concentrating on my comb. humans and science more. Shall have a new study schedule for myself soon.

After prelims I'm going to spend sometime to make my new bedroom nicer and prettier, I just love that part. Maybe I can ask some of my girls to help me out. That'll be great would'nt it? But we have to go IKEA first to look for the stuffs. Heheheh and my new bedroom's smaller and it's gonna be more comfy! I really don't like big bedrooms, like my previous room, my things keeps on going missing and it really frustrates me. Like seriously.

Okay guys, my formspring's been very quiet this few days. Hit me up with some interesting questions okay? I'd appreciate that alot! ♥ www.formspring.me/erinvanova

and oh if you have twitter follow me there too! www.twitter.com/sherini

xoxo! ♥ vanova

zzzzz.

2010-07-22T20:56:00.002+08:00

My face, it looks very tired, lack of sleep, needs more fun, needs more sunlight. Seriously. I've been really serious about school and I think I need a proper rest or something. Maybe I'll find some time to rest, maybe the weekends? Thank god tomorrow's Friday. Seriously. Oh wait, I've just realised I've promised Alif that I'll come down CCAB tomorrow for his soccer game, damn that dimwit T_T I need to rest! Nevermind, I'll try my best. Well, goodluvk boys for the finals!

Well anyway, I have two tests tomorrow. Social Studies & Geography, damn it. I need to mug. But I'm too tired, ending school late almost everyday. Not having enough sleep, Omg. Prelims in 2 weeks time, N levels in 7 weeks time. Frankly speaking, I'm looking forward for my N levels cause I want to get over and done with it as soon as possible. Then, shake my legs for as long as I want.

Okay I better get going now. Have my dinner and continue on my notes.
Goodnight guys, study hard!
♥ vanova.

L

2010-07-17T18:07:00.004+08:00

And so I'm spending my Saturday at home and it's like the ultimate fuck you, too. But who cares? I have prelims and N levels to study for. Well, speaking of N levels. I did my N level oral yesterday and it went all good! Just that I sucked hard during the picture discussion, cause I went all over the picture. But overall I did one hella of a good job I guess, now let's give myself a pat on my shoulder. Actually, I need to start studying since 6pm but uh I started but I can't seem to concentrate so I guess I'll start again soon. Well anyway, my school's schedule 've been very hectic and I can't seem to find anytime to atleast catch up or atleast give a call to my usual girls. I really miss them, but what to do? Maybe we'll just have to wait for everyone to be done and over with the major examinations we're going to take in a few weeks/months time. Goodluck girls ♥

Done talking about school. I've been very broke, like really broke for two months now. I don't know how to save money, that's the major problem. And I really need to shop. Major shopping. Like seriously. My wardrobe is like shit now. I need to get a jumper, a pair of sneakers, a maxi, 2 pairs of heels, makeupmakeupmakeup like lots of makeup and accesories. You know, sometimes I wish that mm, no not airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, nope not that. I just wish that money is not a problem in this world and you know money is made up of leaves, so it's easier for us. lolwhut I'm just kidding. I'm going to look for a job as soon as I'm done with my N's ! Yes.

I shall continue on my physics now. Hardwork always pays off you know, guys. So yeap. Update again soon!

xx, vanova ♥

rockstarrrrrrr

2010-07-08T20:39:00.001+08:00

any lovely souls? hehehehehe :P

my number one

2010-07-07T21:11:00.004+08:00

Really sorry for the lack of updates. I've been really busy with school, with upcoming N's and O's oral. Well my O level Mt oral is tomorrow, and I'm damn right ready for it. But there's one problem. I'm sick, and I feel so lethargic, also I sound like a frog/cartoon or whatever you wish to say haha. Help me. I need to rest, I'm going to tuck in early today.

So today, met Mirah and babe at Compass Point, I just felt like sleeping in the train on my way there, but due to some cheeky boys. I can't seem to sleep in peace. So yeap. It's a very long journey and I hate taking the train. Well, I have no other choice right. I didn't attend school today, I felt like I wasted a day from school. I'm not happy that I skipped school today though. Mhmmm yeah whatever it is. I went to meet Iqa at Lot One when I parted from babe at Woodlands and walked home with her. Talk and talk and talk. We're so glad that we're committed now. Hehe, I like.

So yeap, Goodluck to all of those who's taking the N's and O's oral this week, next week and the next next week. Well I'm taking both, haha uh-oh!

Bye babies
♥ vanova.

grins widely

2010-06-26T17:04:00.002+08:00

I.WANT.TO.FAINT. HAHAHA

that one starstrucked face already, cannot do anything haha ♥

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii I'm very happy very very very very happy! Why? You can see for yourself from the pictures above, well the last o pictures though. Haha yeslah that one Richard, Lefttool and KStarr. I almost fainted at that point of time! Hahaha but yeh, overall although I had to go off early yesterday I had fun with my schoolmates and classmates and alsonot to forget meeting *coughs* hahaha at the earlier part. Could'nt stay for the rap competition though, had to rush to Jurong Point for the Rafusical. Well glad that you got into the Semis! Goodluck baby! Hahaha.

Okay so I'm gonna go out soon later to play L4D2 with my brother and cousins. Yeahuh! Atlast, killing some zombies :3 mehehehehehe okay got to go now.

Chalos! ♥

owmaigod

2010-06-08T21:01:00.003+08:00

my holidays are so freaking boriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing. school school school study study study social city social city social city richard jansen richard jansen richard jansen richard jansen richard jansen kstarr kstarr kstarr lefttool lefttool lefttool kartel kartel kartel xs collective xs collective xs collective DSC DSC DSC are going to be my current obsessions. HAHAHA

gonna start on my social fu studies now.

bai. ♥

STREET JAM! @ VICTORIA HALL

2010-06-07T20:48:00.004+08:00

Well yeap, more at my facebook. I just let em' pictures do the talking. I really had a great Saturday. I almost lost my voice uh-oh! But neh its worth it. Get well soon Rich ! :)

Chalos guys ! ♥

bla bla bla

2010-06-02T22:00:00.004+08:00

Hi. Been busy with school, O level MT and Robotics Comp. Oh wait, I ditched my Robotics Competition. Yes, I'm in a robotics cca. Don't look down on this lazy girl okay? She's still a goodie goodie who needs points for her N's ! Haha. So yeap, gonna have school like almost everyday but neh I'm still cool with it. Gonna head to Am's crib tomorrow with Aisyah Zen tomorrow then on Friday to town shopping with Aisyah Zen, Oh how I miss this pretty bitch of mine. I'm so gonna hug you tomorrow till you cry hehehe ♥

So now, Let me talk about SATURDAY. Well, you guys should know I've been looking forward to this very day like everyday because I'm gonna meet OHMYGOD, RICHARD JANSEN & KRAZIESTARR ! *faints* hehehe YES! But hold on, before that I'm gonna meet my girls and meet up with Daniel Shadiq to give him a little surprise. Let's just say um, a make up birthday surprise. So wait for it okay ? You're gonna love it!

Hold up ! You people crazy you know if you have'nt listen to Richard Jansen yet like seriously !?
Damn you gotta go to these sites now. HAHAHAH

Music, Videos, Updates:
www.youtube.com/richardjansen
www.twitter.com/richjupdates

Twitter:
www.twitter.com/richj4you

Facebook:
www.facebook.com/richj4you

formspring.me

2010-05-22T16:23:00.001+08:00

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cannot sleep problem sia

2010-05-19T02:19:00.002+08:00

hi. I can't sleep. Help me! Omg, Im like flooding twitter just now on #nowplaying hahah omg. Sorry guys. I think I know why I can't sleep? I'm real nervous for my results I guess. Jeeeez, wish me luck hey. First Period's english, I hope I did atleast a good for that subject to atleast make my day you know. I know I won't pass my maths for sure. Cause I really flunked it. Then poa ? No questions asked. Say goodbye to that paper. I'm dropping that subject ! YEAY ! hahah.

Okay well, I'm gonna meet my dear Nadya tomorrow, eh no not tomorrow I mean later after school to head down to Dhoby Ghaut cause the agency called us for an interview. Neh, we'll see how it goes. And fuck yeah i'm loving my life now. hehe seriously, set aside whatever is happening at home la. CHORES 24/7. Whatudu , I'm a girl, I have to learn to do the chores although I'm easily irritated by it. Haha. Thats the only thing thats frustrating me at home. Heh, SO yeap really I am. And I can't wait for 5th June ! OMG 5th June ! Richard ! Here I come he he he.

Oh ya not to forget, follow www.twitter.com/richjupdates for all the updates that's needed for Richard Jansen thanks guys :)

xx, vanova

150510

2010-05-17T14:53:00.002+08:00

that's my Saturday and I'll just let the pictures do the talking. I'm too lazy to blog like alot. Maybe I'll update again later, like a proper one later when I come back home from lotone meeting Nadya Cdeac & Rini okay. I need to go to three places ya know. Heh Chalos. Enjoy the pictures readers :)

nobody's gonna die

2010-05-13T21:34:00.003+08:00

What's guuuuuuuud! haha
Me and my webcam pictures. Haha well what can I say. I need to go out and have some new photos. So yeap, you guys just wait for it. I know I've been updating my blog with pictures from webcams. Nevermind, I hope you guys love looking at my cute face :3 hehe.

Tomorrow's the last day of my mid years. Then right, can shake shake leg for awhile. AWHILE ONLY. Then start again ah the stress mug mug burn midnight oil again and again come home late go study bla bla bla. SHITZZZZZZZZZ. Yeap, I think I did well for my Mid Years but on the other hand, I got a bad feeling about the results. I'm so scared. I've studied hard for this. And I don't want to let down my parents again ): Let's hope for something better okay. Amin.

I've been hungry now and then. I think I should control like really control. I can't keep on listening t my instincts asking me to eat and eat and eat. I'm BIG enough already haha.
Okay but wait, I;m hungry now. I haven't had dinner nor lunch. I think I should go and grab something.

Food Hunting in the Kitchen, LESSGO ! hahahahaha
xx, vanova.

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2010-05-10T14:54:00.001+08:00

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swisssssssssssss

2010-05-08T18:37:00.003+08:00

Hello cuties. That picture was taken yesterday when I went to town with Miza to catch her #1 idol, Taufik Batisah, which all of you should have known by now haha. Well I got nothing better to do, so since she's a loner, I decided to follow her there. Well, Taufik , umm he's kinda cute. Okaylah.. Haha. Went around town, she had to go to the hospital. Met my brothers, yes brothers. I met them all at different timing in Cineleisure. How great. Haha. Then had dinner with Hilmi and his friend. Head home. Nothing Much actually.

So well, I'm waiting to get ready to have my dinner later with my big family. I don't know where we're heading to eat. Well, we're celebrating mother's day today,and kay swisha's songs has been on repeat since the time I woke up. HAHAHAHA okay whatever Maybe i'd just wear all black today with my jeans. Tomorrow? All out for Monday papers, damn. Why can't the school just have the exams this week. Like if its this week, we would've ended our midyears already. Need not worry for anything and we can have fun till our June Hols. Tsk, teachers. Won't have mercy on us students.

Okay I think I better go and have my shower now(I KNOW ITS LATE JUST SHUT UP) and get ready ! I can't wait for the food hehehehehehehehe.

Chalos cuties.

from far

2010-05-06T17:21:00.001+08:00

So where can I find this ? I mean the fedora and the shirt, I want it so badly y'knw.

oh my just look at that haha

2010-05-02T00:47:00.002+08:00

Oh ya one more thing, I'm sad ( you can see for yourself from the picture haha).
I miss Ryemie and I want to meet him cause I baked him brownies hehehe.
Meet soon ♥

just sayin'

2010-05-02T00:10:00.003+08:00

Maybe you think it's happening for real. Maybe I think it's not happening for real. Maybe you think it's not happening for real. Maybe I think it's happening for real. You know what? I've been thinking. I'll just wait for it. Or maybe tell you, what I really feel.

Anyway, tomorrow's Sunday. I guess I'm gonna tuck in soon or maybe have a late night call. Have a great Sunday and Monday, to whoever who's partying, party all night don't party too hard. Ha-Ha wtf. I'm going to refer back to my Secondary 1 and 2 notes tomorrow! Mid-years just suck. But the results? I hope it won't after all the hardwork i've put in. Wish me luck and to whoever who's taking it, espacially the zen sisters. I just ♥ them.

xx, vanova

fika

2010-05-01T12:44:00.002+08:00

Hello readers. Ya I look very 'masai' in that picture. But still I like. Haha so yeap, I spent my Friday night with ath and her friends(kinda haha). Had early dinner at fika and walked to town. Had many stories to share with her, also after a long damn time since I last met her. That was when? I was primary 6. Haha very long right I know. Had sushi for dinner and headed home around ten. I wanted to meet Rym, but he's so slow ): Nevermind, maybe I can meet him today.

So today's Saturday. What's your plan?
Mine? I'm heading to the Zen's sisters crib maybe to play wii and study a little bit. Then off we go to I don't know where. We shall see later. Holla at me if you see me around town.

Chalos my dear readers.
xx,vanova.

shotguner.

2010-04-28T00:02:00.002+08:00

Hi readers. Sorry, really really sorry for the lack of updates. I shall find a day soon to update about everything okay. Everything, I promise. After my midyears okay? Love you guys. And enjoy my new playlist of songs ! To add on I really miss this girls eventhough I've just met them like few days, few hours ago? Also, Ryemie and Irfeen, you guys should really plan an outing. We got alot of catching up to do! ♥

Well, I guess i'm going to hit the sack now. I need to wake up at 5am later to do some revision for my first paper tomorrow. Wish me luck for my midyears and to all of those who's having it too! <:

okay goodnight!
hear from me soon, xx

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2010-04-22T14:53:00.001+08:00

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nadya named me budak doc mart =.-

2010-04-20T18:50:00.002+08:00

I have a reason why I put this picture. No don't bother looking at my stupid face cause its like 1 am in the morning when I took it. I want to action la I wearing my baby. HA HA HA like seriously.

say hi to my purple baby ♥

siccccccccccccccccck.

2010-04-18T16:20:00.002+08:00

hi nadya baby, i lup you ♥

im too busy with school stuffs and mid year examinations.
will be back soon blogging.
chao.

//edited\\
So I'm sick for 4 days already. Today's my last day resting at home. I haven't recovered fully. And I need to catch up soon with school. Today's Tuesday. Tomorrow's Wednesday. And there's Robotics, should I or should I not go? I shall think about it and discuss with Aidil and Shafiee.
Now I need to do the house chores and rest. I'm still having headaches :/ I am super not healthy this few weeks I don't know why. Must exercise more and eat more vitamins. Yes I should. Okay bai bai.

Addicted

2010-04-05T21:39:00.002+08:00

You know what, I've had enough of all this. Yes everything. I'm the one who's making the decisions now and then. Not you. Gave me those harsh words, I gave it to you back. Now crawling back like nothing happened. Are you doing someone a favour or what. All of this is just plain bullshits. After one another. I thought back, you would accept the fact but no you can't. Let go of me, oh wait you're not even my boyfriend. Let me say again, all of this is bullshit. And as for you to know, I'm not ready for all of this. What you want me to do, to fulfill your whatever desires just to make you happy. Then how about me hey? Don't you want to see me happy? Let me come again and ask you, don't you want to see me happy? You see heard me whine,you knew me longer, what's up with the plain attitude? Wanting me all to yourself? Hah another damn plain bullshit. All not worth it. Mark my words. I have better things to do rather than entertaining rats like you. Pop up the bottle and just let it roll on the floor? Neh. No way. I'm not talking about a person here but 4. So I bet you guys don't read my blog? I think it's better for you to start reading it.

I've had enough.

Sorry darlings for the paragraph above, I kinda have to let it out though. So yes as usual feeling so shagged and lethargic. It's 2153 now. I gotta get ready for my revision till midnight. School you know it has always been mundane right. Only to know that I've fallen for all of KrazieStarr's and Richard Jansen's songs. Yes I am supporting local, thanks to Hariz for making me addicted to them. Haha yeah I'm not kidding. Okay so I shall go off now. There's tons of homeworks to be done though.

Takecare lovelies.

xx, vanova.

richard's and krazie's #1 fan HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

2010-04-01T17:50:00.005+08:00

Hello darlings. I had fun the whole day yesterday, me and Nadya went to town on a Wednesday o.0, neh photoshoot la, then whatchuthink? Okay so our photoshoot was actually being postponed due to some reason. So since me and Nadya are all set to go for it and not wanting it to be wasted, we planned to do our own photoshoot then. You don't want to know what happened to her. Madness but fun after all. Had Yami Yoghurt, Fried Kway Teow and Frolicks. Hahaha yes I had yoghurt twice on that day. Met Hilmi then we slacked around at *Scape and took alot of pictures together. Yeap I had helluva fun last night. And oh the bus ride home was keeeeeeeeeeraaaaaaaaaaaaaazy. HAHA Okay that was my Wednesday Night. More pictures at Facebook I don't know if the link is working. If not just look for me on facebook at erinvanova@live.com

Ok so well, I skipped school today because I did'nt want to participate in anything cause I can't be bothered to take part in any event this year. Yeah I'm like that. I'll only go to school and concentrate on my studies and SHOW MY PARENTS MY N'LEVELS RESULTS. I want to make their jaw drop, seriously. Drop because I get flying colours. So it means I have to start studying and stop slacking. Yes, that. Promise that to yourself, Erin.

I guess I'll stop here.
I want to continue eating my yoghurt, yum yum.
hear from me soon, xx.

monday blues

2010-03-22T23:05:00.004+08:00

Hello. Today, yes school. First day of Term 2. 10 more weeks to my malay O's. My goodness I have to stop having fun and I HAVE TO FOCUS ON MY STUDIES already. But it's pretty hard for me. Help me anybody? Well overall, school was kind of hectic. My chemistry teacher picked on me cause he saw me at Jurong Point last two Saturdays. How dare you, luckily your son is damn cute with the curly hair okay. :B Yeah nothing much though, just that I fall asleep infront of my laptop while chatting, I wonder how'd that happen. Weird huh O.o

Okay I guess that's it for today. I think I'm going to tuck into my bed early tonight.
Goodnight, x.

short week

2010-03-21T18:58:00.003+08:00

Hello, sorry for not updating. I've been having too much fun this few days and I'm really tired to blog about it. So, I guess now's the time for me to blog about the days that I missed blogging ya? Okay I shall start now. Oh but hold on, I've changed my blog playlist, so yeah stay a little longer to listen to them. Hehehe

Thursday

I forgot what I did on Thursday haha for real. I think real hard though, but to no avail. Sorry! How dumb and forgetful can I be !

Friday

Went to meet Fred in town, roamed around. We didn't know what to do, blame the weather. We went to Cine to buy me some Frolicks for myself cause I was craving for yogurts so badly. Then we chilled outside Cine , talk and laughed. He almost made me cry for making me laugh so hard! Hahah thank you Fred, you made my day at least nevertheless of the weather. Around 7 we went separate ways, I went to Lucky Plaza Macd to meet the two girls, as usual Aisyah and Rohayu. While waiting for them to finish eating, I told them a story about this particular girl who easily gets seduced by guys voices and she will go do something that you guys don't want to know. Haha, they laughed so hard till they can't eat. I swear, it was so funny, even I laughed so hard wanting to tell them the story. Then we headed to Spinelli @ Heeren to just chill. I had Sultana and Strawberry twist, bah I love it. Shall have it again soon. Sat there and waited for Nadya & friends. We talked and talked to waste time. Nadya and Syiq came to my crib. They went off around 1 am.

Saturday Night

So my Saturday was uhm, great I must say. But I made the guys wait for me for 3 hours at Far East haha OMG i'm so sorry. I was supposed to meet them at 5 , but instead I went to the toilet to have my shower at 5. Yes, 5. I was so late. I knew that I was late, but still I can take my own sweet time to get ready, still have the cheek to use the laptop and webcam with some people. Haha, Erin Erin. All set, and went off around 7. Reached Far East close to 8. Ha, they were so noisy. Luckily I have something with me that can shut them up. You guys should know this RoyaleSin guys right? But I know them too well, too damn well almost 8 to 10 years already ! Okay skip. Went to Taka blablabla begged them to follow me to Cine to buy myself a burger from Burger Bench & Bar. The burger there is absolutely superb, go when you have the money okay. Went separate ways with the guys and met another group of guys at Cine. Yaaaaaa, sat at the usual place and went to play pool. I lost playing pool with Faiz ): nevermind, there's still a next time ! And oh ya, the boys made me asked for a Chinese girl number. Got rejected, and all went "eh jangan kasi aku telifon aku balik, nanti baru bagi" hahahah Faiz's phone was the victim. How funny and cute la. Bla bla bla bla took the last bus home. Reached home, no one was home. As usual.

Sunday
Woke up late today, super late. Had my shower, ate some food. Webcammed with Iszwan, chat and chat and Facebook. My eyes are half opened since just now. Blame the weather , SHIT SCHOOL MADNESS IS STARTING ALL OVER AGAIN. DAMN.

I'll be posting up a few pictures from Friday okay, sadly there's no pictures from Saturday. I didn't bring along my camera so yeah. It's quite a long post though. Haha enjoy my dear readers ♥ and I just can't accept the fact that school is starting tomorrow and everything is going to start again. I just hate how my school life is going to now. Nevermind, I still have my girls with me after school right ! (:

okay darlings,
hear from me soon,x

dog

2010-03-17T16:20:00.002+08:00

Hi. I'm like in a really sucky mood now, for whatever reasons it really is affecting me, alot. I need to learn to let go already. Yeah, I think I should. Hmm, so I guess I'm gonna head town later to meet some of my friends there, hope that i won't get irritated easily. Yes I've got my phone back, beep me okay. I've lost most of the numbers do put your name when you're texting me. I had a big headache last night when I on my phone, so many unknown numbers! o.o So, there's nothing much to blog about though today, so I guess I'll blog again tomorrow okay ? And I. HAVE. TO. ATTEND. POA. CLASS. TOMORROW. damn. I'll try my best to be present. But then I'm looking forward for tomorrow. Ben & Jerry's @ Dempsey with Aisyah,Atherah,Rohayu (: I guess that's it for today. Goodbye readers.

Yuslina's 16th

2010-03-16T18:33:00.009+08:00

Hello, I'm really sorry for not updating coming to half a month! School's been hectic and I'm always busy with my girls and bestfriend. Really sorry though. I shall start blogging tomorrow onwards okay?

So I spent my weekends till Monday with Aisyah, Rohayu, Deanna, Nadya and Ryemie. I had alot of fun, I shopped too much though. Yesterday was Yuslina's 16th birthday. Yes it was last a minute plan but it was a success, our babygirl loved it. Pictures at facebook okay. So yeah Dannie, Qeelia joined the 5 of us. Like how Dannie said, we had an utterly pleasant day yesterday. It's been awhile since we hanged out in a big group with almost the Usuals complete, well two of them could'nt make it due to some reasons. But neh its okay, I'm cool with it <: I heard people who went to Zirca had a hell lot of fun huh last night? Good for you then.

Currently webcamming with some people cause i'm like so bored and I did'nt go for today's school trip to Pulau Semakau. I'm just lazy ok and I know I won't be entertaining the ferry ride. I've yet to do my homeworks, I guess I'm going to start tomorrow and finish everything by tomorrow then. Maybe some of my girls are coming by to my place too, to movie marathon I guess. Hm, I'll update again tomorrow, I got nothing left to blog about though.

xx , here from me soon darlings. ♥

gwe kangen sih sama lho

2010-03-01T22:28:00.002+08:00

Hello, sorry for not updating for coming to almost a week. I've been busy and yes I'm not dying at school, yet. So school today was as usual, I repeat usual. Hahaha, there's a reason why I said that. So anyway my backbone is killing me this few days and I really can't tolerate it anymore, its making my leg so wobbly that I can just collapse anytime. I shall go to the clinic sometime to check on my bones, so anyone free to meet me?

And so my weekend was okay only that I went to town looking so ew and came there late, I reached town at 8.30 close to 9 what you expect ? Haha, I came down to town just to meet Rohayu and Mira cause i told them I'm meeting them at 6 but I did not, so not wanting to be labelled as 'paitao' girl I came down to town. Now, tell me how sweet am I? Rohayu went aww when I said I came down here just to meet the two of them cause I didn't want to paitao them.

Diena came over here just now, we really went quite noisy and crazy for the whole time and she almost vomited when she saw me taking out my favorite yogurt and fruit loops, also she whined to me why everything I eat is so damn healthy. Haha, hello I'm trying to have a balance diet here not an unhealthy diet by not eating anything right. Okay I guess I shall blog again tomorrow. My backbone is killing me and the stomach cramps too, uh-oh. And ah my first post for the month of March !

My Usual Girls,
14 more days to Yuslina Yusoff's birthday must think of something, must do something. come lets meet we have a party to plan I'll beep you girls up soon, Mel Zukifli, Aisyah Zen, Mira Sherman, Nadya Latiff, Rohayu Zen ♥ ♥

goodnight darlings.
hear from me again soon, x.

we can't hide the truth inside

2010-02-25T17:58:00.002+08:00

I feel so shitty now. Help me. I'm sorry its not going to be a long post today i really have to go sleep now and its only 6.05pm my god. Erin you need berocca. haha okay what the hell. bye!

pagi yang gelap

2010-02-24T20:14:00.003+08:00

Hello. I've been having a hard time this few days. I don't know why, but I just think i'm having it. Okay so i'm just happy that common test ended today, but i'm not happy with my physics result. I am so duper freaking disappointed in myself. I felt so terrible and I don't freaking know where to put my face at. I really was disappointed in my self. I shall start mugging and show my physics teacher that I can pass that paper this Friday, a retest yes. I thank God there's a retest. MUST MUG.
I think I want to go to sleep now. I feel so ew I really feel so ew. I don't know why i feel so ew, why is my body doing this to me. I'm really sorry for the short and boring post today. Okay I know all my post are boring.

Anyway Formspring is okay now, ask me questions.
Good or bad or whatever I don't mind.

Takecare darlings.

Paris

2010-02-22T20:29:00.003+08:00

ignore irfeen he looks like a drug addict to me in this picture <:

Hello darlings. Sorry for not updating much. Been busy and will be busy with school this week. Common Test started, English paper was done quite satisfying thought although I made use of the time until the last minute of the paper. As for geography, I think I did quite good only for the last question that I can't answer cause I was absent for two days from school, what a waste, Erin. Tomorrow I will be having Mother Tongue and Science. Hmm, science? I don't think i'll ever score on that subject trust me. No matter how hard i study the marks will be horrendous. Okay so skip the part about school and stuffs, I just can't bear anymore with school knowing that its only the ending of the second month. When is this going to end?

So I reached home at 5 today and as soon I stepped under the block, it started to rain and I was so damn relieved I went home first or not i'll be stucked in school waiting for the rain to stop, that I can't tolerate. Reached home and do all the things I do every single day and waited for Yuslina to come over. She was late, very late and she only spent less than an hour at my place. Well, thats okay, there's still tomorrow right? Well there's another thing bothering me and I'm feeling kind of frustrated since I reached home and sat infront of the computer. I don't know why but I was throwing tantrums to almost everyone around me. Pity me alot, I don't know what happened.

Well, Erin just cut the crap and go and eat something. You haven't had a proper dinner, go now. After that, open the books and revise for your test papers tomorrow, then iron your uniform and go to sleep and think of nothing. Cause you're going to waste your time. Just yet..

i will be here

2010-02-19T21:59:00.002+08:00

Hi. I'm having backaches I don't know why. Maybe its due to Irfeen making me laugh so hard just now and bullying me. Or maybe because I waited for my parents to pass me the keys under the block for almost an hour. Yes, an hour with my heavy bag filled with maths textbook and all the materials for studying, I really should have brought my keys just now when I was going out. See how reckless I can be. I met Irfeen at Somerset just now at 5 just to do him this little favour. Asking the girl of his dreams her number. Haha okay no, not literally the girl of his dreams. Just the girl he sat his eyes on since she started blading at the skate park. So a big favour for my bestfriend. I went to her and yes I got her number. Cute girl tho, goodluck Uncle Bashar's son! heh <:

Well yes I have to catch up on things you know. I skipped school for two days and on Monday, CT1 is starting. I really have to study, so I can get myself cheap Mondays/nudies and a new watch. Yes a new watch like a proper watch that I can like wear it. Its been 5-6 years since I wore this Casio Calculator watch, and now too many people are wearing it. I shall do the honour to change to a new watch yes a new watch. Black it must be. I can't wait, but I have to give my dear brother good results. I know you're reading this. Okay, I think I wanna go and grab some dinner, i'm hungry. I only ate a burger from burger king and it was very very very salty. No matter what my heart's still with Burger King ! ♥

So anyway, looks like god loves me. My sister in law just came and brought for me and my brother chicken wanton noodles. Ahh, that I really love. Set aside hot coffee for me. yeay me.

Goodnight lovelies.

whatudu

2010-02-17T17:29:00.003+08:00

hello. I've been trying my best to write something long for you people. But to no avail, my brain's not working. I'm really sorry. I shall try my best to update a long post okay? One day, just wait i will. And after almost 4 months asking my friends to sign up for me nuffnang cause I was too lazy to sign up for myself one. I've done it last two days and please press on the advertisements. I need money. Thank You.

I'm pampering myself now with a glass of coke, a slice of cake topped with two big spoons of nutella and singing along to oasis and the stills. I feel like I'm a fat kid now who loves his piece of cake more than anything else heh. To me being so reckless this few days i bought the wrong bag to school today. Yes i have two bags and i change my bag every two days when I'm going to school. All my maths materials was in the other ts tote bag full of hearts. But i brought the zouk one. Aren't i clever? Lucky maths was kind of self-revision period. <: I have to take in Mr Tan's words. Sleep with math, eat with math, dream of math, think of math, bath with maths. haha ok i know its kinda weird but yes my teacher did say that which made my 5 minutes of recess time wasted just like that. I'm supposed to meet the VP just now after school to discuss about me wanting to drop POA, due to wanting to go to Dani's crib so badly i forgot. So there's no more chance for me to drop from that brain-stopper subject, is there even such word like brain-stopper? Haha. My POA teacher really got me kinda worked up today I really did'nt give her any chances to make me go down, but insted she went down. Come on, you're expecting me to understand every single ting you;re writing on the board? I guess a 3 year old writes better and people can still understand tho. Well anyway, I'm transferring to another school. So whoever knows it please keep it a secret I'm going to make a surprise to that school. Oh, and i've just blogged quite a nice post for you guys, heh. So much for me not being able to post that much. I have maths to revise on for tomorrow test, help me. Meow~

Goodbye for now. hugs

2010-02-16T14:28:00.002+08:00

I love it when I have you in my arms
I love it when you're holding me you make me feel so me

usuals luv

2010-02-11T16:37:00.006+08:00

i look fat. my god.

deanna beng mira mel rohayu yuslina nadya erin ♥

Hi. Pictures from last Saturday with my girls. I had fun although plan was a little bit cocked up.

Okay so school has been very irritating and my phone is not with me now so just ring up my home okay? Today is damn humid and I'm having stomach ache. I fell at the staircase yesterday at school and just now being dared at school. I shall not elaborate cause its damn funny and also humiliating infront of all the people in the canteen. I'm busy eating chicken while blogging here.

I shall stop now and get back to whatever I was doing. Enjoy my new playlist songs! ♥

2010-02-04T23:30:00.003+08:00

"The world changed," Menkes says, "when fashion, instead of being a monologue, became a conversation."

2010-02-02T17:49:00.003+08:00

blog blocked blog blocked blog blocked. fml pictures from last friday with my girls (: and one picture from last saturday with iqa. so yeah bye bye school is shit.

yours?

2010-01-28T19:06:00.003+08:00

POA is a nuisance to me since mdm masagos went away.
im dropping the subject soon, confirm.
Im falling sick now, and my runny nose is a nuisance to me.
everything is a nuisance to me.
ok bye i gotta study for my physics test and poa test tomorrow.

skool.

2010-01-21T20:46:00.003+08:00

Hi ,school is annoying for me nowadays , but i can still cope with it.
im absent from school today, i dont usually care about headaches in the morning but i had this stupid headache tilll i cant even open my eyes and that made me missed school today. school is fucking important to me eventho its annoying. i have to buck up on my studies. Even if people are saying that n levels are easy or whatsoever, im not referring to anyone but i guess you people said it was easy cause you all just passed am i right? If you went to 'O's or something then i can believe you its that easy, but yeah i have a friend that says that to me hah, you know who you are ok my CUTE GOOD FWEN hahahahaha. Whatever it is i still have to study and do my best and make my parents proud. So love, read this. confirm lu happy punya. HAHAHA but got this one thing about tomorrow. i have a poa test tomorrow and i fucking forgot about it -.- *applauses*

maths makes me crazyy. i <3 english.

2010-01-13T20:35:00.005+08:00

hi, school work sucksss. maths makes me go crazy, and english is <3<3<3 all you maths fanatics please disappearr. maths does'nt make the world go around. it only complicates.
okayy bye.

p.s: erin will be on hiatus. am i going to take care of this blog?
yea, think i will. :)

2010-01-12T20:23:00.002+08:00

i'm blog blocked. i got nothing to post about dots..........
indon boy on the phone ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA
k wtv bai.

very clean one -.-

2010-01-11T18:53:00.001+08:00

i really really like this picture alot. No, not really because of the wordings but the effects on the triangles and all. I really liked it ! :D
okay whatever it is , IMMA HAPPY GIRL !
ok bye (:

fuh your royal penis is clean hahahaha

2010-01-05T19:53:00.003+08:00

hi hi hi , i know i dont look my age in that picture lah ok, 6 people say to me already. Okay wtv. So school was okay only that on Monday i felt so damn lethargic and i slept for a whole 10 and a half hours at home. Fuiiii very power i tell you. HAHAHAHAHAHA ok so as for today pe was really sickening i almost vomitted in class and i didnt, god knows what i did so yeah i wont tell here cause its rather painful and disgusting to some of you guys. English was IRRITATING as usual , but then maths was ok i tried to pay attention and som-bow-dee who is sitting beside me like happy gitu. HAHAHAHAHA and congrats to mrs.lim for getting married last year, which is like 5 days ago hahahah ! i don't know why im so good with her . People nice with me i nice with them lor lmao. So whatever it is im trying to revise on my sec 3 school work, okay i know im like so damn semangat but im damn scared after what my pyhsics teacher said in class just now. So i needa buck up ! :D

fuck new year's eve

2009-12-31T21:10:00.002+08:00

same right ? I KNOW HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA.
okay im stuck at home for New Year's Eve for wtv reason it is ok. I want to cry.
ah fuckmylife lor.

HAPPY NEW YEAR ! I'm gonna rock 2010 ! (:

typical Saturday

2009-12-29T16:37:00.002+08:00

My Saturday was well-spent with this people and not forgetting Mel's sister, Zieqa , Zee, Azam ,Nuyun and Rini (: But then i reached home late so im being grounded like again , i just hope i can go out on new year ! And my phone has been took away from my dad and i'm gonna get it soon somehow, hmm. Wish me luck tho. School's opening soon and i've yet to buy my school shoes and bag. But i got my eyes on this Juicy Couture High Cut Sneakers , fuiiii so damn nice sia. And this leapord printed tote at fourskin , yeay me. And i got news on Saturday hahahahahaahahahahahahahaahahahahahah k ssssh enough alr. Only Mel and Nadya tahu right. And this 2 girls paitao me loh today, say only want to come my house then not coming. Nevrmind next time you two die ah i tell you. HAHA okok goodbye for now i needa get ready and go out for awhile to buy food. Leceh sia.

BYE !

NERRY CHRISMAN AND NAPPY YEW HEAR ! :D

2009-12-25T16:55:00.002+08:00

can i cut my hair this short? I really like it tho, hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
and are you wondering why i said nerry chrisman and nappy new year? HAHA hear you go.
its an inside joke when im having a convo with nadya last night.

When midnight striked,

vanova. says:
LMFAO
LMAO
LOL
HAHAHAHA
HEHEHEH
HUHUHU
HOHOH

NERRY CHRISTMAN !
MERRY !
hahah
we wish you a merry christmas
and a fucked up new year !
Nadya Latiff says:
HAHAHAHAHAAHAH KAU PUNYE TYPO ERROR BUAT AKU KEKEK SIOL
NERRY CHRISTMAN
HHAHAHAHAHAHAH
vanova. says:
HAHAHHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
SORRRRRY AH !
Nadya Latiff says:
AKU TGH BETUL BETUL KETAWE SIOL
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA
vanova. says:
aku kelam kabut !!!!!!
haha buto !
Nadya Latiff says:
HAHAAHHHAHAHA SERIOUSLY SIAK KELAKA GILE !
kau cube pronounce it !!!!
kekek gileee
vanova. says:
AHAHAKU TAK BOLEH STOP KETAWA CB !!!!
eh tengok wall post aku bagi kau
hahahaahahahahahaha

and again NERRY CHRISMAN AND NAPPY YEW HEAR ! HAHAHA

(Y)(Y)

2009-12-24T23:45:00.002+08:00

i did'nt know htc camera is so good! Better than my camera you know ! hahahahahaha so , today i went to have breakfast with nadya then to school to buy me books. Yes, schoolbooks, uh-huh im going to school soon. Suddenly i no mood go school, all because of Nadya! Nak enjoyyyyyy je! HAHAH , after that we went separate ways met irfeen and ryemie than we just sat at the big pondok. I kena bully like one hell i tell you, muay thai all , piggy back all ! Then they broke my umbrella and they broke my ring, yes revenge next. Korang jage ah. Then i went to 7-eleven and i was short with ten cents and an ah beng with tattoo all over gave me ten cents. HAHAHAHAHAHA so cute the face no reaction one. And apek-apek bodo yg angkat besi dasar pengecut no life. And oh did i say that Nadya and Faizal came? Yes they came, i had fun. And Ryemie had to go early cause he needs to go Alcova -.- , nevermind saturday lohhhh i go. yaaaaaah, i smiled at some of the pictures. NICE RIGHT, i know. HAHAHAHAHA ok byebye. More pictures @ fb .

love ya peepol.

bye

2009-12-22T18:34:00.003+08:00

hi second post of the day, why can't anybody entertain me-.- , all say hi at msn i say hi back then keep quiet bodolah. oh the picture was from my bro's gig at blackhole i look sweaty sheesh wth, i wanna go out nau since nobody's at home and i know by what time they will be home, well anybody ? ANYBODYYYYYYY !? alamak i can die already bye lah

hi

2009-12-22T17:40:00.002+08:00

hi, im so bored. and i'm happy cause i get to eat what i wanted just now and im like still waiting to shop for school things as my parents are still busy. i had a talk with my dad just now and yes im gonna go out on the new year! wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu, naise.
hahahahh. Oh, thats a picture from last week when i went out with iqa and nizam. Anyways somebody entertain me please before i blog another post, thank you very nice. peaze.

not, he's not my boyfriend.

2009-12-21T13:59:00.002+08:00

hi this is aisyah at australia. I miss her alot, meet you soon on the 30th baby ! love ya (:
and im going to study with iqa later cause im supposed to go tampines just now then my father never leave any money not my fault. Sorry ah brader i paitao you two times ok. bye

2009-12-20T16:18:00.001+08:00

hi, bye. i dunno what to post about. then this one new picture so i post. k bye i want go mira birthday party. peace

syg lho

2009-12-13T14:43:00.001+08:00

hi baby, i kow you love me. =p

clap your hands, he's making me melt here.
i spend my saturday with my pawents -.-
and i'm gonna spend anotherday with my pawents at a wedding -.-
goodbye , i love jeremy young.

jy

2009-12-12T00:15:00.000+08:00

you bad boy.

i lose my mind to a point of view.

ev's ♥

2009-12-11T20:31:00.002+08:00

well well well , something made me smile again. yeah this boys made me smile.
thank you.

anyways i've yet to get my small girl a present for her 16th birthday on the 20th.
GIRLS! let's plan okay ? i mean she has her party already just that we need to get her what she wants, but nah-uh funky sparkz okay mira? hahahaha

P.S i think i've gone yet abit crazy while sitting at home for days.
but at the very least im still chilling so yeah you guys should be thankful to god.
i'm stilling lovin' god but i hate my life

any lovely & kind souls ?

2009-12-08T20:36:00.003+08:00

someone shoot me in the head nauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
anybody?

for you.

2009-12-05T22:46:00.002+08:00

i'm so pissed off today.
so damn pissed off today.
i just get to know people are so damn heartless nowadays.
fuck you people.
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RYEMIE !! IRFEEN !! KORANG DUA , mane korang ?
i need you guys !

third and fourth

2009-12-04T23:46:00.008+08:00

Meet Yuslina Yussof ♥

Meet Nicholas Tan ♥

Meet Khairulnizam Bas Jeng Jeng ♥

Meet Miza Nazili ♥

Meet Rini Hariyani ♥

vinally Meet Iqa Twaddley ♥ ♥ ♥

i had fun for the two days. thanks guys nevertheless for the small thing that happened when i reached home. we're too good for each other now. heheh luv you bebeh !!
and yeap on the 3rd i had fun with my classmates , wuahh i so happy get to meet the joker of the class aikau and the 2 badols because i PTK both of them the day before and still i come they say i PTK tyvm okokokok ((= syg korang ah o_o
for today , i thank Yuslina Yussoff so very much for having lunch with me and yes although its for quite awhile damn i miss you girl , meet soon again okay , and yah for the 6 GIRLS ALSO ! minus aisyah sadly haiiii , tinggalkan Australia boleh ? balik Singapore, lincah ah ! hahaha

okok bye.

fun

2009-11-29T15:46:00.003+08:00

hi , i know my hair like kontol. thats what parker said. HAHA wtf. i had fun ystd and i still owe nizam 13 crunchies and nick owe us 2 crunchie each. bestnya bet ni. wtf ,more pictures @ my fb. i'm like so sleepy , and this two boys idk even if they are awake , but i got this feeling they aren't , how am i suppose to go bugis if they're still asleep. BANGUNLAH KORANG ! o_o jgn paitao !!

you captured my devotion

Selamat Hari Raya

T-party

mucker

#1

school.

sheep

2010/2011

2010 - 2011

Just a Dream

not cool, bro.

Sweet 16

Saturday

Happy 16th Erin Vanova.

I'm flyer than the invitation like I'm the information

honeybee yum yum 111010 &hearts

too tumblr.

Graduation Day

catch-up

Franklins

the bezt

Selamat Hari Raya! ♥

nothing better than this

exxxxxxx

(Y)

I thought you were my world

KARTELLO HELLO!

because imy

devoted

zzzzz.

L

rockstarrrrrrr

my number one

*grins widely*

owmaigod

STREET JAM! @ VICTORIA HALL

bla bla bla

formspring.me

cannot sleep problem sia

150510

nobody's gonna die

formspring.me

swisssssssssssss

from far

oh my just look at that haha

just sayin'

fika

shotguner.

formspring.me

nadya named me budak doc mart =.-

siccccccccccccccccck.

Addicted

richard's and krazie's #1 fan HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

monday blues

short week

dog

Yuslina's 16th

gwe kangen sih sama lho

we can't hide the truth inside

pagi yang gelap

Paris

i will be here

whatudu

usuals luv

yours?

skool.

maths makes me crazyy. i <3 english.

very clean one -.-

fuh your royal penis is clean hahahaha

fuck new year's eve

typical Saturday

NERRY CHRISMAN AND NAPPY YEW HEAR ! :D

(Y)(Y)

bye

hi

not, he's not my boyfriend.

syg lho

jy

ev's ♥

any lovely & kind souls ?

grins widely